I’m sitting in my room (with my very own bathroom!) at the Redemptorist Renewal Center at Picture Rocks in the foothills of the Tucson Mountains in the Sonoran Desert. I’ve just finished reading through the materials I was given when I arrived: brochures on the Center, the church, the labyrinth, and the medicine wheel—a new-to-me tool for Sacred Encounter rooted in Native American spiritual traditions. There are even petroglyphs here—symbols chiseled into rock by the Hohokam Indians sometime between 800-1300 AD (that’s right—there’s a brochure for that, too). Don’t worry—I’ll share pictures.
I drove the six hours from San Diego to the Redemptorist Renewal Center here in Tucson on Sunday to begin two weeks of spiritual direction training at the Hesychia School of Spiritual Direction, hosted right here at the Center. On Sunday morning I was eating breakfast on the patio, staring out at the endless horizon of the Pacific Ocean, and I ended the day in the desert, the only blue visible the color of the sky.
Now that I know what the word hesychia means (pronounced like Hezekiah of biblical fame), this movement from water to desert doesn’t go unnoticed as I delve into the contemplative world of spiritual direction. Want to know where I learned its meaning? A brochure that they gave me. Here’s what it says:
“The word hesychia means stillness or quiet, in the sense of an inner
stillness and quiet, a tranquility that brings serenity
and peace to the individual.”
James G. Ward
It’s no coincidence that the desert is a place of spiritual significance (more on that Wednesday). It is a place that stills and quiets the spirit, and because of this, it is a place were we are often more receptive to the Divine. At the same time, like stillness and quiet, the desert offers no place to hide, and my physical journey to the desert on Sunday serves as a metaphor for what is likely to happen in the coming weeks as I journey toward hesychia.
I am captivated by the unique beauty of the desert, just like I am enchanted by the ideas of spiritual contemplation and mysticism. But I am also fearful—of the stillness, of the quiet, of exposure. And yet I utterly believe the words of God, echoing from long ago: “I will lead you to the wilderness and speak to your heart” (Cf. Hosea 2:14).
And so, just as I have already journeyed to the desert literally, I now willingly journey into the silence, quiet, and exposure of the interior wilderness—despite my fears, discomfort, and apprehension (in fact, I take them with me; they’re welcome here)—seeking to know the Divine and my true self more.
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What are your thoughts on contemplation? Does it feel to you like a journey into the wilderness?